Is strange how sometimes feels like I don’t know me and sometimes I’m the most secured on my own strengths and abilities. Is strange how in some days I feel the most powerful man on earth and in other the weakest. Is strange how everything seems so damn easy in some days but in another I feel like I push two tones wall in front of me. Sometimes I feel like I can enjoy everything around me and many things I like and sometimes I just don’t like anything.
I just past through one of those strange periods when I just don’t want to feel, hear or know nothing. Maybe I just need a break. But I need something to do too. I think just how life has ups and downs so am I.
I learned in life that the biggest and the toughest fight is the one inside us. And the true winners are those who can win inside. And I think this blog is a way to talk to myself better. Could be, feels like that. Because I can’t say I care about someone reading this or not. I don’t want to care about somebody anymore. Not those unworthy.
I did some mistakes over and over again and every time told me not to do them anymore. Why I let my guard down so easily? I shouldn’t. I won’t.
I feel like an avalanche of emotions, sometimes good and sometimes bad. It’s hard to control myself in this kind of things, I can’t stop those emotions but at least I can choose what to think of. “It’s going to be ok” is the most repeated quote in my head. And I have no doubt of that.
I’m everything I want to be and even more. I’m a leader, a fighter, a human, a lover and a protector. Ooh and crazy too of course. Maybe i am a writer also but not sure about that. I’m blessed and I feel that every second of my life.
It’s strange how writing down feeling and thoughts feels so good. And what is stranger is how life can surprise you every time and bring you something new. I just got to keep pushing and wait…
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